Guilty as charged

Can you stop popping up in my mind? As if I don't have enough to fret about.

Ohai there, my impossible want

Guess it wasn't that magical, after all

No longer able to live together, they found they couldn't live apart either

JL and YO

If I could be YO,

where's my JL?

Please DO NOT be bizarre, whoever you are

people always assume im angry when im quiet. i cant help it if my face is fucked up. but its when im quiet that i need people the most

My own

Depression is equivalent to the inability to function socially, academically and psychologically.

A depressed person is constantly lethargic and has no goals or dreams.

I need to stop being left behind in time, I need to keep pushing on..

Describe me in 4 words!

You are

You can choose to leave your name, or not. As simple as that :)
Though I'm not sure if people even check this space out.

A little something

Hello Fate(less)

The little moments spent with you will stay etched in my heart forever, I remember every single detail because every single time I'm with you, this little (baum) of mine would be overflowing with joy. I guess that's why you'll always be my soft spot. I used to hate it, because I didn't want to end up like that crazy bitch. But time has proven that I am different. Used to think these feelings were disgusting, but they keep my heart closed, very very closed.. I guess some soft spots never fade away. But I know you are happy and complete, and so I will be :)

TOP IS MY MAN

Sigh what happened to my nice hair? No more purposely leaving conditioner out to make my hair look rougher, i.e. thicker. IT IS NOT WORKING OUT THE WAY I WANT. Did I use to think tangled hair is ze bomb? I have lost my brain, seriously WWIT. Ok back to my old regime, please heal my hair, dove baby :)

Hello Stam, you look so friggin hot here. You are my favourite model now that Daul Kim is gone :( oh and I like Chanel Iman too.

Flea tomorrow with feli, meeting Socks on monday for @313 + thai express + movie, working at frolick on tuesday with @wtfmellow. And Dad says he wanna go on a cruise. Omo, I should accompany him, no?

K thx bai

OVEREATING BKK TRIP 101

HI GUYS I'M BACK!! AND NOW I'M GOING TO DO A SUPER DETAILED BLOG POST ABOUT MY WHOLE TRIP BECAUSE IT IS MY FIRST TIME GOING WITH A FRIEND :) :) :)

FRIGGIN EAT SO MUCH THE WHOLE TRIP, STOMACH BLOAT UNTIL.. OMG. HAHA MORE LATER.

So.. First day!!:)

We met at the airport at around 6am cos the flight was at 7. My dad sent me, and sop's 'dad' sent her. Basically Sop slept thru-out the flight there cos she was working the day before, I was plugged in and watching my top/big bang baby.

Finally reached after 2 hours(about there), got transferred and here we are!! We stayed at a quaint, family-like hotel, which means sorta-budget hotel called P2 Boutique. But I really don't mind cos the rooms are nice and it's near Platinum Mall, where we shopped like crazy.

Rested, watched 54, Celestial Movies, which is what we watch every night after shopping, or channel 28, Sony Entertainment Television, with damn limited shows.

Then off to,

Our very first meal in bkk,

Her tom yum soup thing plus my very yummy fried rice, obviously not shown here.

At night, we took the stupid tuk tuk to...

Suan Lum night market! OMG THE AMOUNT WE EAT IS A JOKE.

SO WE ORDERED +HUGE PHAD THAI +5 CHICKEN WINGS +RICE but the wings were so friggin awesome we ordered +12 CHICKEN WINGS altogether and we finished everything.

DAY 2

Sorry dont know why I look so horrible here hahaha. We woke 'early', went to San Paeng(Chinatown) to shop for accessories.

I show you the 3 baht rings we got!!!:)

TADAH, yup we got a little carried away, but it's friggin 3 baht!!!!!!!!!!!!

Off to Platinum to shop AGAIN. We were damn hungry so we had kfc so lunch first. + mango sticky RICE for dessert.

Shopped till 5/6 plus, then guess what, WE FELT LIKE EATING THE CHICKEN WINGS AGAIN. OMG I HAVE TO TYPE OUT IN CAPS WHAT WE ATE THAT NIGHT.

10 CHICKEN WINGS + 4 SPRING ROLLS + RICE

EACH PERSON OK!!!

and for dessert we ate mango sticky rice AGAIN

In our room after a long day,

DAY 3

Platinum Mall to shop AGAIN AND AGAIN, that place is amazing. though i wont say the same for the service, but whatever.

What we had for lunch:

Me -

rice + minced meat egg thing

mango sticky rice

Sop -

fried rice

mango sticky rice

We got our free dinner at P2 Boutique at around 6 plus,

rice + tom yum soup + chicken garlic thing(that sop stuffed into her mouth on the first day thinking it was noodles HAHAHAH) + veggie

Then we went to Pontip's A&W!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG I LOVE A&W, SIGH WHY ISNT THERE ONE IN SG. ANYWAY SO WE HAD 3 CHICKEN STRIPS + 1 SMALL FRIES + 1 LARGE FRIES + 1 ROOT BEAT EACHHHH OMG WE REALLY LOOKED LIKE HUNGRY PIGS.

ok and that's not all.

at night we bought chips + cup noodles to eat :) and we did. omg really becoming one friggin ball already. look at our happy faces

OK NOW I SHOW YOU OUR LOOTS :>

Looks like a lot right, yup it was quite a lot :) My luggage was damn heavy haha joke

Lastly, I HAVE TO MENTION A VERY SPECIAL GUEST THAT WENT WITH US!:) :) PRESENTING TO YOU.

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PINKIE THE DIRTY OLD SMELLY CUTE BEAR :) WITH HARDLY ANY NOSE.

She grows on you :) she's so cute. haha k!!

SO THAT'S ALL FOR MY BKK TRIP BYE :)

Seems like everyone stopped blogging altogether. Hahaha I've lots of things to write. But when I finally get to it, I can't remember any of the things I wanted to say.

-my face is like getting fatter, really becoming one ball

-going bkk on tuesday with sop!! cannot wait!!! you all can guess where your xmas pressie will be from! but i promise it'll be good:)

-working 1 shift at frolick before leaving for bkk, sigh yx... so lovely. give me one slot despite my crazy bookings cos I took a 2 week break

-craving for yoguru with oreo. yum

-bel's in hk now! she's going for 10 days, lucky girl

-have i told you my obsession with t.o.p. from bigbang? i have like 40++ videos of him in my itouch, and i have to watch every night before i sleep and every morning before i wake. mayuri i can give you jgs already!! HAHAHA how to not fall in love with t.o.p.'s voice. SERIOUSLY

-my room's filled with topshop's paper bag bits all over, because hannah just has to rip it apart with her mouth

Been spending lots of time with my acegang!

Our gang leader is beyond cute!!

Pics later on :)

i feel so alone. do you know what it feels like? its like when you were young and your friends got picked up by their parents but nobody claims you.

I h8 my life, everything about it now is just wrong.

I'm so so so so. so. so. sick of feeling fat.
This time round, I'm going to do whatever it takes.

Cute guys

Hi there, so as you already know, I always post pictures of hot/awesome girls/models, so this post will be as the title states above, kayoooot guys!!!!!!!:):):) your turn to drool, girls

But if you wanna talk about cute + hot, this guy takes the cake, EVERYTIME (Y)

I'm in love, swoooooon swoon.

I miss my blog

And nope, I'm not skinny/pretty yet but I won't care about looking perfect because it is overrated. (from Angus, Thongs, and Perfect Snogging)

RIP Daul Kim, you are an amazing person, not just a model. It's just sad how loneliness took away your life

For you sop

You make me feel like I must...

You got to be brave too.

You have to keep believing in
and friendships k? :)

I know sometimes you worry, Anyway, all I want to say is,

look down at your chest and a little to your left,
that's where I'll always be. :)

Please know that it's ok to be weak.
Being strong might be a very good quality to have,
but showing others your weak side means
they can see your pretty crying face, and
share your pains, and just being there
would be more than enough.

Ending off here. :)